Satan is not playin, His purpose is to steal, kill, and destroy. So why are you trying to hold on to sin which belongs to him, sin which he is the author and father of? Why are you trying to play around with, love a cold, loveless killer whose purpose in his limited power is to kill you? Why don’t you instead hate sin? Our sins put Christ on the cross! Why love sin? Why go a whoring?
Why aren’t you seeking to dwell in the secret place of the Most High? Why won’t you seek to be in God’s ark of safety? Why won’t you by faith surrender your will to God’s will that you receive His salvation, and love Him? Why do you not choose to be and remain safe in the arms of God?
Why won’t you by faith choose to be married to Christ? Why won’t you choose to be loved by Christ- He who laid down His life for His bride? Why won’t you by faith choose to be faithful to God who is: The Lord, The Lord God, merciful and gracious, longsuffering, and abundant in goodness and truth, Keeping mercy for thousands, forgiving iniquity and transgression and sin, and that will by no means clear the guilty; visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children, and upon the children’s children, unto the third and to the fourth generation. Why? Won’t you love God: Creator, Redeemer, our Maker, our Husband, the God of our salvation?
Why won’t you love life and hate death?
Proverbs 8:32-36 KJV
 Now therefore hearken unto me, O ye children: for blessed are they that keep my ways.  Hear instruction, and be wise, and refuse it not.  Blessed is the man that heareth me, watching daily at my gates, waiting at the posts of my doors.  For whoso findeth me findeth life, and shall obtain favour of the Lord.  But he that sinneth against me wrongeth his own soul: all they that hate me love death.
Ask God for His gift of repentence, that you repent, forsake sin, make restitution as far as possible, that you may be converted, be born again.