What’s On My Mind? My Testimony of God, of Y’shua…

What’s on my mind? MY GOD MY HOLY FATHER WHO IS IN HEAVEN!!! GOD is on my heart! God who leads me in the way that I shall go!!!! My God! O!!! My God who breathes His breath in me and I AM A LIVING SOUL!!! My God who is the Lifter-up of my head!!! My God who no matter the mess, death, sickness, liars, back-bitters, persecutors, those who lay nets privily for me; no matter the narcissist, no matter the jealous harlots, no matter the rotten spoiled fruit on them dead trees, no matter the haters, no matter the traps set, pits dug for me! No matter who! No matter the whats, No matter when, no matter how!!!!!!! O yes! My God: My Deliverer, My Maker! My Husband! My Refuge! My Fortress! My Hightower! My Shelter! My Physician! My Lawyer! My Healer! My Conqueror! My Provider! My Judge!!!!!!!! My God!!!!!!! He fights for me!

My God promises me that He causes my enemies that rise up against me to be smitten before my face, they shall come out against me one way, and flee before me seven ways; IF I shall hearken unto the voice of my LORD my God, keep His commandments; IF I hearken unto His commandments, and walk in His ways. I am blessed of God in Heaven. My God says, The heathen are sunk down in the pit that they made: in the net which they hid is their own foot taken. My God says, No weapon that is formed against me shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against me in judgment thou shalt condemn. This is the heritage of me, Annette, the servants of the LORD, and their righteousness is of me, saith the LORD.

My God says, God judgeth the righteous, and God is angry with the wicked every day. If he turn not, he will whet his sword; he hath bent his bow, and made it ready. He hath also prepared for him the instruments of death; he ordaineth his arrows against the persecutors. Behold, he travaileth with iniquity, and hath conceived mischief, and brought forth falsehood. He made a pit, and digged it, and is fallen into the ditch which he made. His mischief shall return upon his own head, and his violent dealing shall come down upon his own pate. I will, I say: I will praise the LORD according to His righteousness: and will sing praise to the name of the LORD most high. Mine eyes are ever toward the LORD; for He shall pluck my feet out of the net. Yes LORD! Many are my afflictions, many are my troubles; BUT! My God says He delivereth me out of them ALL!!! My God says, in six troubles, I am delivered, and in seven NO evil will touch me!!! No unclean shall come and touch me! My God who knew me, Annette, before I was formed in my mother’s womb! I was to be born in June, but I was born in March, My God, who told Satan at my birth when I stopped breathing, my heart stopped God said, NO!!! ANNETTE BELONGS TO ME!!!!!!! And God breathed His breath of life into me and I am a living soul!!!!!!! I was four pounds and went down to two pounds, had to be fed with a dropper!!! My God sustained me!

I did not know God, and in my teens I listened to Satan tell me to kill myself (I did not know it was Satan, I thought it was just me, I tried, BUT My God said again, NO! Annette belongs to Me!!!!!!! In my teens, hanging a clothes-line on the back porch on the third floor, (I was told not to, I disobeyed); a little boy grabbed my chair from underneath me, no-where to go but over the banister three stories down; I somehow got hold of the banister as I began to fall! My pinky finger went down into two slabs of wood (banisters), I was hanging by my finger. My brother flew up the flights of stairs from playing, and pulled me up over the banister, My God said NO!!! Annette belongs to Me!!!!!!! 10 years ago this July Satan tried again to take me out in a motorcycle accident which knocked me off my husband’s bike, and away from him, and up into the air 15 feet, I hit the windshield of the car then bounced off onto the concrete… My God! My God said NO!!! Annette belongs to Me!!!!!!!

God knew me before I was formed in my mother’s womb. He foreknew of all the sin I would think, speak, and do. My God foreknew all my backsliding- He foreknew I would surrender to Him, then depart from Him and forsake Him over and over… My God foreknew that I would give myself to Him once and for all in 2008 100% renouncing every and all sin He revealed was in me, I will let go and hold on to Him and move forward by faith and my choice, by His grace. It was thought I never walk, get around without a wheel-chair, walker… Yes, I still have a thorn in my side, use assistance because of nerve damage throughout my nervous system; but My God has healed me from being what it was thought and said I would be. Yes, I cannot work, cannot drive; but I have life in God, the quality of life from God, I am happy, I have peace and joy, and not no one, nor nothing can take that away from me. God, and only God opens my doors I am to walk through, only God shuts my doors.

My God is not done performing His perfecting, saving work in me spiritually and physically! My LORD my God, the One and only True God is my Maker.

Though he slay me, yet will I trust in him: but I will maintain mine own ways before him. He also shall be my salvation: for an hypocrite shall not come before him.
Study that out, and let it sink in, then walk.

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